9:25 PM
*bleah*..!..so sianz..so boarded...tml reunion dinner..usually by now i'm hyper..but i' juz not..wanna noe y..haiz..coz i miss my darling so very much..!!..*waaaahhh..!!..*..haiz..stupid chers give so much hw 2 him..wei..idiot or wad huh..he's still a human althgouht in e1 loh..so wad in e1..too much stress will still die loh..after i'm still he's baobei n he's permernantly my darling...wah lau..damn really miss him loh..haiz..y is lovin someone so xin ku..?..y..y...y..!??!..haiz..darling i miss u very much...haiz...wadeva..~~..cant bother 2 care liao...gonna depression mode liao..haiz..got nth 2 day but juz that darling woaini..!..haiz..f***...damn irritated..!..ggrrhh..!!...u sux..hate u..!!...ggrrhh..!!..hate everyone..go away..!!..


i'm shut in mua own world , without anyone disturbin mi . . .

Monday, February 07, 2005

__i have the courage to love you no more__




i love that special YOU ,
and it will never change .
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but it's just that i think ,
i have the courage to love you no more .
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<3